How should one feel having hosted 2-3,000 people over one weekend at an event borne out of a vision to work together, with other missions and Churches, to provide opportunities for Churches and individuals to explore missions, be equipped for missions and engage with the work of missions?
My initial reflections are as follows;
1/ I'm tired ... As an introvert the shear energy required to engage with large numbers of people is very draining. But, who said serving the Lord was not costly, exhausting and requiring us to operate outside of our preferences or comfort zones! But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you. Php2:17
2/ I'm drained ... This is different from physical and emotional tiredness. For me, over the three days each year I experience an intense spiritual battle even when I can see the fruits of our endeavours around me with my own eyes. Waves of discouragement, and disappointment hit as the enemy seeks to divert me from persevering with the vision the Lord has given. The need to be in prayer and vigilant in warfare is crucial! But thanks be to God who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him. 2 Cor 2:14
3/ I'm thankful ... For so many things, not least that the Lord used our endeavours to further His purposes. I'm thankful that we could enjoy His presence together over the weekend, and be spurred on by the Spirit to dream bigger, trust more and take steps to serve Him with our whole lives. See to it that you do not refuse Him who speaks ... since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful and so worship God acceptably and with awe... Heb 12:25,28
4/ I'm marvelling ... At the way in which diverse groups and individuals came together as one to serve, worship and work in unity. Looking beyond that which could divide us, to celebrate that which unites us. This is testimony to the truth that we are one in Christ, called to know Him and make Him known in all the world. The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. 1 Cor 12:12
5/ I'm expectant ... There will be fruit from this weekend. Why? Because we were obedient to his leading, biblical truth was preached and the challenge to be as Christ intended us to be was given... That will always bring forth fruit . The word that goes out from my mouth will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it - declares the Lord. Is 55:11
6/ I'm vulnerable .. After a 'high' there is always the 'day after' - I need to be aware that at these times I can be at my most vulnerable, pride can become the doorway to defeat ... So I must walk closer than ever to stay on track! If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must master it. Gen 4:7
If you never came this year never mind ... find out about Go2014 and put it in your diaries for next year - make a commitment to come now! (Details to follow)
Press on!
Will be praying! Would love to come to GO2014!
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